i do not know where; for i stayed where i was; with regret; mild regret; for in me there have always been two fools; among others; one asking nothing more than to stay where he is; and; the other hoping that life might be slightly less horrid a little further on.
samuel beckett
went up to yackandandah for a few days; visited mum & dad; went for a bike ride to my brothers; 22 kms; stopped by allans flat water hole; used to swim here when i was younger
this is elmo; shetland pony; latest addition to our family; dad bought him a few weeks ago for the twins; he pulls a little jinker; funny thing is he thinks he's a pacer; so cute; the twins love him;
this is dallas; an old horse of ours; 34 years old; eating his chaff and molasses
this is hudson; dad's new horse; 4 year old; such a show pony; very handsome
Last weekend i went to town in the backyard and planted; basil; parsley; rocket; red cos; green butter lettuce; beetroot; rainbow silverbeet; buk choy; strawberries; red cabbage; tomatoes; corn; apple cucumber; corgette
I want you to breathe my breath I have inhaled from you I have gasped on a glimpse am I choking? choke me! dislocate my senses absent of understanding i linger unknowingly bemoaned beat my idle breast intoxicate me I am already drunk I dare me to let you i dare you
went down to tassie on good friday for ten days; had to drive my work down and install for show called love bites; which meant catching the boat; what a fucking experience; 9 hours on a floating food court; never again; except for the return journey; arrived at devonport 7pm; met up with gary & douglas in deloraine for a beer; headed down to hobart; drove around and around looking for a place to stay; all booked because of easter; i couldn't stay in uni accom until sat; drove up to the beat; settle to slumber; was uncomfortable in cabin of truck; then started feeling unsafe; thought fuck it; has to be a motel somewhere; ended up on derwent bridge flyover; took hard left off motor way; sign posted "government house"; to avoid going out of city; next minute in the bush; look in rear vision mirror; discover cop car following me; proceed as normal; on top of hill; lights flashing; i pull over; questioned about, what i am doing; where am i going; what's on the back of the truck; explain the wine barrels; he takes my license; upon his return i ask; why have you pulled me over? he replies "oh come on mate, you're driving around at 2.30am with a truck full of shit; I didn't know that was illegal occifer? he says "is this your truck?" - yes, you just checked my rego etc out; well imagine if it was stolen, you would want me to pull them over." fuck - i'm like what are talking about? - he says or would you rather i be bludging back at the station. i reply well my definition of bludging is wasting time - ur wasting mine and urs. he then said he could have the truck searched if he wanted. i said, we done? ; yes; drove off; ended up at 3.30am at the casino paying $158 for 7 hours in hotel.
met up with sarah the curator and pat brassington on saturday arvo; and dumped my stuff in the gallery and and went to my apartment; bought back memories of 1999 with mandy mcintosh; running a muck; caught up with a mate on easter sunday; was driving back from sandy bay and was pulled over by a booze bus; and guess who i run into; yup; say occifer from friday night; he says; arh twice in three days; here i am out protecting the community again; i roll my eyes; he instructs me to blown in breathaliser; i refuse as i didn't see him unwrap the straw; he takes it off; unwraps a fresh one; i blow; he says hmmm zero reading; i say what were u expecting? he asks me to remove the straw from the breataliser i refuse saying that i have no where in the truck to dispose of it and i am sure he is provided with ppe and a bin. i then invite him to the opening and lecture; smile and drive off;
matt was in town for the week of easter; was good hanging out with him; he drove me around hobart and we lunched; museumed; and drank; was good seeing him;
installation began on wednesday and was absolutely brilliant; aaron the gallery technician was amazing and everything was done in a day; not like when i first showed the work; it took three days and two nights to install!
mark arrived in hobart on thursday eve; was great to have him there; the artist forum talk i had to do on friday went well; even though i was a nervous wreck and my whole head was glowing like rudolf's nose; exhibition opening was great and met some good folk
the video below; dedicated to mandy mcintosh;
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was funny; sitting at cafe with mark; eating brekky; the last saturday were in hobart; flicking through the local rag; and here they were! lol click on image below to read article
made it back to sydney on australia day weekend; first time since i left 3 years ago; luella's 40th b'day; whole week was fucking great; it was a delight being back in sydney; so pretty; but not a city for me; scotty the blue bunny from nyc was in town for the arts festival; la cliche; was a great night; good to finally meet him after all these years
finally pulled my finger out for an update; this pics are going back a while; all the way back to boxing day eve 2008; i went home to yack for xmas; drove back to melb boxing day eve; rang mark; needed to go out; we couldn't decided where to go; so i said; what about adelaide; so off we sent at 10pm boxing day night
first stop for mark to have a ciggie was trqawalla state forest
couldn't resist shinning the headlights on the giant koala for a pic
we slept on a futon in the back of the truck under the stars along side the road; we pulled up there was a truck and another car; dead excited; making too much noise the other campers moved on; leaving us there by ourselves to wake to the sun rise
here were are having breakfast some where in south australia
we only stayed in adelaide for about 12 hours; i managed to head to a beach for a swim and watch the sun go down; mark entertained his mate who were we gunna stay with but didn't as it was about the road trip; so after trying to go out in adelaide we decided to get back in the truck and head home; leaving at 1am
and here we are somewhere on the south australia coast line heading back to melbourne;