day forty six and a half

i went for a ride down the paddock; on bike; dad was down there; missed him; he went home the other way; saw this crow; hanging on fence; dad shot it; it allegedly killed the drake & 3 ducklings; so ranchesq

day forty six

hanging out in panayiota's studio; taking snaps of myself; she with tradies working on kitchen; man that would have done my head in; 2 weeks of no kitchen; tradies are hot but slack (well some); we just hung out till it was time to go to matt's party drinking beer and wine; nice warm arvo to get through

















we rode to the party on our bikes; such bikers; missed the bottle shops; due to our slackness; supermarket bottlos shut at 10pm; learn something new everyday; ended up finding one on errol st; close to party; was such a blast from the past; we were the middleagers at a uni party; thank god we can still cut it; party harder than them youngins


















and here i am again; well what's one to do when locked in a studio alone with a digifriend (camera); i must confess i am taking a lot of photos of myself; need to find more models; michael?





















auch here we are on the sofa at matt's place at his party; good to see him; we tried remembering what offennsiveness he once came up with; panayiota remembered the other day; bad batch; still makes me feel sick; yuk!
















here's me pissing in their toilet; seem to have a thing with taking pics of me pissing of late; although i had to leave the party due to being known as stinky shit boy who used all the toilet paper later in the night; left panayiota there to hang with matt; ended up at laird by myself; surprise;

day forty five

a very warm and extremely windy day; disastrous coffee experience in the cafe at ceres; bloody hippies;
















here's us in the ceres nursery; by now it is evident that i am a fan of sepia





















i took this photo of myself in the driveway of my flat on the way to panayiotas car; we were en route to the sassafras in the dandenongs; i like this photo of me

day forty four

cup weekend; what a bender; the weekend that began my new found love of alcohol abuse; panayiota and i began the weekend off at the union; where michael met us; think he was a little off-put by my horrendous drunkedness; and yes i was absolutely toxic
















binge drinking; i'm a fan
















und heir ist michael





















sunday before cup eve; mark & i went to the bears sausage sizzle at the laird; cheapskates charging $2 for a snag; gotta say they were good; mark & i laughing that we were at the laird at some ridiculous hour of 5pm or 7pm can't be sure; remember being shocked by the hours we spent there; we were such hits; think that was the night i met adrian





















ohhhhhhhhhhhh cup eve; how fucking maggoted was i; mark, michael & i decided to head out and check out the new fag bar in collingwood; sircuit bar; apparently soooooo european; not what i remember of europe; bar; pool hall; cruise area; video lounges; etc; i drank three bottles of red at home; a rum and dry, two pints, a stolen bourbon & coke; at the bar; then went out on street; ended up at a hip hop club; last thing i really remember without being prompted was swigging vb from a long neck on the dance floor waving like a teenage hip hopper with teenage hip hoppers

have been informed that after that we went to the laird; a spoke to the art snobs; telling them they were art snobs; snubbed me at an exhibition they did; adrian said he was gunna watch the race at DT's; cracked it with mark as he said he wouldn't come with me; apparently slammed car door saying i hated him; proceeded to leave 3 messages on his answering machine advising of my possible choking on my own vomit; i'm still a fan of alcohol





















under our tree in the beer garden; mark has carved his name into it somewhere; bored;

day forty three and a half

boo hoo; it was marks last day at neami cunt house on friday (nov 2); who am i gunna play with on tuesdays now?; now i don't have any work friends;

here's a pic of jo; panayiota in background; northcote social club
















'em all
















mark & mazzy summing up business services

day forty three

arh what fun and games; gavin's 40th; massive house party october 20 in bulleen; all who were anybody came from far & wide; ie mates from sydney; was so great catching up with everyone; last big catch up was luella and dylans wedding; port douglas; so good seeing everyone in such great spirits; first encounter with heather since i asked her to leave my house





















colleen; like the rest of us; was out of it; she did thankfully allow me to catch these great poses on camera; ever greatful; mark & i found ourselves in kitchen; after i vowed enroute that i hoped not to end up in the kitchen; old habits; i managed to pop and drop and not smoke a fag; we discussed the meaning of past conversation the night at the restaurant with matina; mediator was engaged; understanding; an outcome - still think what he said and matina thought great was evil and totally out of order

mr dangerfield;
haven't seen this man for a very long time; god i love blasts from the pasts;
















mark and elle; need anything be said?
















elle; avril; sarah

day forty two

arrhhh what started out as a bit of innocent fun....











everyone's second favorite kind of balls











recollecting is proving a little trying at present; not sure when i baked off; matina and mark played; went for dinner; had an argument; i cracked the shits; gave them house key; laid on grass in park; eyes closed; falling face first into space

day forty one and a half

Brendon and Graham come over for a few days from perth; was a laugh; haven;t seen brendon since the day i went to korea which was march 4 2001; hasn't changed at all; glad he and graham are together; funny duo; panayiota copped it from us three; poor thing; well it was that lezzo at the northcote social club that started it; that's brendon and i in the beer garden at the standard in fitzroy
















all we did was drink; oh, and go to exhibition opening so we could drink; i think since giving up smoking i have taken up alcohol; not a good look so i am told; i think i am hilarious; apparently not; that's panayiota copping another dyke comment from graham; heheheheh
















the photo to follow was taken down at the kite flying park on the east side of st kilda beach; it's probably elwood; i can't be sure; panayiota and i rode there from thornbury to fly our kites; was ace; these guys were flying these huge kites; practicing for kite surfing and skating; i took this photo as i really loved the how feeling; i must confess it doesn't capture what i was feeling
















here we are at stingos fag pub on hoddle st in the beer garden drinking $10 jugs of rum and ginger; it's a monday eve; brendons birthday; brendon and graham's last eve in melbored; we went for dinner at thy thy's in richmond; all quite drunk; panayiota went tot he toilet and was rammed by a waitress exiting the kitchen who ended up spilling some kind of liquid down the front leg of her jeans; thinking nothing of it she continued on; later that night se noticed a powdery substance whenre the "water" had hit her leg' thinking it was bi-carb she continued on; throwing them in the wash when she got home; then hanging them out she had noticed that where the "water" or "bi-carb" had landed on her jeans had eaten the fabric away; see her blog for pics; go to link on my blog titked RUSTY












brendon with his arse hanging out outside the laird

day forty

went to an arvo of exquisite corpse at brunswick arts on satde arvo; was a bloody fun arvo; beer; snags; fags; good to do stuff with strangers and friends; great little space; check out BRUNSWICK ARTS; below are various pics of us and the corpses

day thirty nine & a half

ainslie down a dark back alley in the city


went to launch of artlink magazine issue screen deep at acmi; ainslie; mark; panayiota and me; great nibblies; wine; except for the three fat middle aged slags hogging the cheese and telling each other that they are so talented but noone has given them a job since being in melbourne; some academics crapped on about the advances in media arts; but failed to mention me; lol

ainslie took this pic of me in front of a neon sign outside acmi on flinders st


mark the bar fly

day thirty nine

I took myself off to see this at the Australian Centre of Contemporary Art; Sonia Leber and David Chesworth; Almost Always Everywhere Apparent; 11 August - 30 September 2007; Sound, video and installation artists Sonia Leber and David Chesworth will create a ‘polyphonic phantasmagoria’ at ACCA as the third annual Helen Macpherson Smith Commission; Human voices will resonate through a series of corridors, all leading into a central, cathedral-like space in what will be a major new work from these international, Melbourne-based artists.

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day thirty eight

was bored so made a wee video entry

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day thirty seven

i bought this lamp yesterday





















and am thinking of using the fabric below
for a new look; recovering the shade

day thirty six

i went home; weekend just gone; auction; catch up with mum & dad; meet my new nephews; and to see steph; haven't seen each other since 1999; was a great weekend; although suffering flu; my visit also coincided with SPRING MIGRATION; i remember when it was "look here comes the yackandandah gay and lesbian mardi gras"; now i'm not the only gay in the village; managed to avoid; except the ute muster; *wink*; (if only there was one)

anyway went down the paddock; in the tonka truck; with dad;
to tend the animals

The Rooster, Hen and Runaway















Dallas & Circle J Royal Prince
















The Neighbours 1 day old Potty/Poddy Calf

day thirty five

went to MONO; with panayiota & michael; corner hotel; last friday (31/8); evening started at mine with dinner; met michael at the corner; panayiota and i had managed to flattern both our camera batteries by the time we got from thornbury to richmond; gotta love digifriends!

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30 weeks
















Fairfax Junkie





















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Soft Furnishings on the 246
















Jerusalem














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